May 2010
I’ve actually found a real happy, content place within my life at the moment. It’s good, feeling like I can just relax and smile for once. I still feel somewhat insignificant to my friends and family, but I guess I just don’t care anymore. I have Erick, and he makes me smile no matter what :).
I really feel sorry for all my mates who are going through break ups lately.. I wish I...
Well, Time For A Bit Of Honesty
I’m sick of feeling like I have bipolar.
One minute, I’ll be in an ok mood, on the rare occasion even a really happy mood (usually when I’m with Erick). The next, I’m a massive emotional wreck, crying, stressing, hitting the wall.
Apparently, that’s just year 12.
I just feel so all over the place. I’m behind in schoolwork, stressing over money (21st birthdays...
Hurray For...
Lack of Motivation! Year 12; kindly fuck off please. kthx.
Do You Ever Feel Lonely?
When rain is your only comfort, when you can’t remember the last time a day went by without feeling sad, even for a second.
When you are different to everyone else. You feel seperate from your own body; everytime you do something, it’s like your looking at someone else doing it.
Maybe I’m just being overdramatic?
Anorexia
It seeps through my body, it takes over my mind. It’s not a phase as my ribs are outlined. Scrutinise my body, these awful bones you see, Take a look through my eyes; they are beauty to me.
How did I get like this? When did it start? These questions I ponder as, my body is torn apart. Food becomes a distant memory; exercise my best friend, And this will continue, until I’m “pretty” again.
You...
Body Image
I am a firm believer in the fact that all women are beautiful in their own way. But, of course, we all have our insecurities. Anyway, I don’t want to preach about body image, I was just pondering the fact that it might be considered weird that I think getting an abundant amount of tattoos would make me feel more beautiful? I can’t explain why I have such a fascination with tattoos,...
