July 2010
Depression;
Is no fun. I do not reccommend it.
The meds are helping, but as a side effect I am “indifferent” to everything. For example, whereas I used to freak our and cry whenever I got less than 90% on an assignment or test, now I just don’t give a shit. I have no more pride. I don’t even rock up to school half the time simply because I can’t be fucked, and I don’t give...
Fucking Excited!
MD’s at 12 on saturday :) on le collarbones.
Fuuuuck I want more piercings. Am considering snakebites or bridge.
My best mate and I are getting tattooed together for his 21st, something to symbolise our bond. I’m pretty excited, I’m sure I’ll be able to find somewhere that will tattoo me despite being a minor, because we reckon we only want something small, maybe a symbol (for strength maybe?). Probably will get it on the back of my neck. He said maybe one of us could get a tribal sun and...
I Want To Be Beautiful;
With the tattoos, long hair, skinny waist and piercings.
Body Mods
I’m such a body mod whore. 10 piercings and a couple more I still want to get, if I could find a tatt place that did minors I honestly think I’d be covered by now, ha.
But am very excited, because I decided to look into microdermals, and I’m pretty sure I want a couple on my collarbone, with the possibility of adding a couple more in the future (photo to follow).
What can I...
fuckthisdepression:
No matter what you do or say, there’s nothing you can do to make people understand you - Kurt Cobain
Well I couldn’t tell you why she felt that...
Last Night At Tara's;
Although we didn’t do anything special, it was the happiest I’ve been in a long time.
Sick Of Being Me
I wish I could relate to people better. If I could, maybe I could actually have close friends. I wish I meant everything to someone, that there was someone I could share all my secrets with and have heaps of inside jokes. Instead of just being the person people can’t be bothered making an effort with, who is always forgotten and never invited.
On that note, I can’t wait to spend...
