It’s annoying that I haven’t had more time to post on here. I’ve been so busy planning wedding shit though, plus we’re moving out of the house we’re staying in with friends… too many differences, plus my Dad has offered to let us live with him rent and bill free until the lease in Seaford runs out. We can’t afford to get a place of our own plus pay $200 for that place each week so yeah… but all is working out.
I just can’t wait until Erick and I have our own place, I can’t wait for the wedding, and the honeymoon… until it’s just us 2. This year has reaffirmed for me whereas it’s nice to have mates, Erick IS my best friend, and he’s all I actually need at the end of the day :) I’ve been so much happier this year, but it will just be perfect when it’s just Erick and I.
We’ve sent out invites for the wedding, we’ve almost finished paying off the honeymoon. We’re going to take out a loan to pay for the rest of the venue, although we think we’d be able to afford to pay for it, we don’t want to leave it until the last minute to pay for it all. Then we’ll just pay off what we can for the loan whilst saving spending money for the honeymoon :) I’m so excited!
Stressed, depressed, angry, annoyed, all those bad emotions rolled into one. It’s times like this I wish I actually had close friends that I could vent to. Usually I’m fine with only having Erick, he IS my best friend, but he’s in the same boat as me, feeling shit over the exact same things. :( we want to make each other feel better but it’s hard. But at the end of the day, at least we have each other, and our amazing love that we share; it makes it all worth it. Things will get better soon, I hope.